Beyond reading your life

Wondering what it would be like to be in your shoes.

To be outside of this life and in someone else's.

How can we truly understand the world, ourselves..

When we merely only see through our eyes.

We may be able to experience different places and people.

But I want to actually feel something different.

Some place different.

Yet, I feel like that can only be accomplished in our dreams.

Mainly we read and hear about other lives.

But imagine if we could see the thoughts used that created that life.

How extraordinary beyond all belief to follow the process.

Of another life.

Rather than our own.

Why do we dream?

Why do we dream?

But.. wake and not remember a thing?

We dream all our lives

Remember good dreams

.. and bad

Some stick

While others vanish

Vanish away

With the rest of our past

Those cherrished memories

Are only cherrished because..

Its all you have left

I see those memories as dreams

Sometimes we plant events

And images

In our head

Those seeds are the dreams

Of our lives

Pieces of puzzles that we put together

Not always true

.. but not always false

We all wish

That we could live in our dreams

When..

Really..

We can

If we plant the seeds

And help them grow

Our dreams

Can be our reality.

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you're stuck on me

Just Impolite- Plushgun

Friday night became so lonely,

When you came to make a break,

That seemed to take all day to make me angry 'cause I

Like you, maybe I'm just Like You

Holding on to something that we know we can not hold

or fold it seems it seems we just can't forget

Are you frightened, by perfection?

Is this who you are, not who you want to be,

I walk the line like Johnny Cash

I made the bus in seconds flat

I called your line too many times

I'm not obsessed, just impolite.

Sunday came and went so quickly

now you say you want me back

you will hold on, despite my cons,

it seems we're meant to hate it!

Being so dependent.

But it seems we can believe that we're two peas in this pod

we call New York, gets so lonesome.

Are you frightened, by neglection?

Am I who you want to see yourself to be?

I walk the line like Johnny Cash

I made the bus in seconds flat

I called your line too many times

I'm not obsessed, just impolite

You're stuck on me, you don't know why

Can't leave me anytime you try

They say that everybody cries

so don't think twice 'cause it's alright.

Stay here,

touching you, touching the light in your eyes

that keeps coming back

Never had to knock on wood.

No matter the differance.

out with the old

in with the new

never forget

the life that you choose

nights may seem easy

days will be rough

always remember

to never give up

I've felt at times that ... it would be better to just give up.

Until I noticed the people around me.

The people who cared.

The people who loved me.

Friends.

Family.

Then I couldn't bear the thought.

With love comes all.

Without it.

We are nothing.

Everyone deserves love.

A chance.

No matter the differance.

No matter the heart.

We all should stay together.

And, never part.

spiders on the edge

Love is 

spiders on the edge

and we're hanging by a thread

connected to the other end 

of this twisted frequency

Turtle..

Sketching.Doodles.Faces.Turtle.

i will be the ghost whos at your side

One of my new favorite bands <3 <3 

are you out there?

... wishes 

she 

could

see

stars ...

time

can't figure out who its by if anyone knows.

please let me know.

♥

shocks and changes we need to keep us sane

On Looking up by Chance at the Constellations

Robert Frost

You'll wait a long, long time for anything much
To happen in heaven beyond the floats of cloud
And the Northern Lights that run like tingling nerves.
The sun and moon get crossed, but they never touch,
Nor strike out fire from each other nor crash out loud.
The planets seem to interfere in their curves
But nothing ever happens, no harm is done.
We may as well go patiently on with our life,
And look elsewhere than to stars and moon and sun
For the shocks and changes we need to keep us sane.
It is true the longest drouth will end in rain,
The longest peace in China will end in strife.
Still it wouldn't reward the watcher to stay awake
In hopes of seeing the calm of heaven break
On his particular time and personal sight.
That calm seems certainly safe to last to-night.

where do my bluebird fly

The Tallest Man on Earth: Where Do My Bluebird Fly from shoottheplayer.com on Vimeo.

♥

lovely

love him

those times in our lives

Graduation

... saying goodbye

The loss of a Friend

... a Loved one

Going away

... coming back, away from Home

Missing you

... still Loving you

Needing space

... feeling Alone

Finding out

... crying out 

Fighting war

... innocent Lives

... Running out

I wonder, is there anything I'm going to miss?

I wonder how it's going to be 

when you don't know me.

to all of the people who have lost a friend loved one

time goes on. we'll move on. but for now. we don't know how. 

even when. the tears begin. we will find. you in our mind.

♥

why yes i do know the time

being sick and not being able to sleep, which ultimately equals an unhealthy consumption of caffeine and drugs, doesn't help much with school..

procrastination. controls. my. life

fresh thoughts care for

Spring and Fall: To a Young Child

Margaret, are you grieving

Over Goldengrove unleaving?

Leaves, like the things of man, you

With your fresh thoughts care for, can you?

Ah! as the heart grows older

It will come to such sights colder

By and by, nor spare a sigh

Though worlds of wanwood leafmeal lie.

And yet you will weep and know why.

Now no matter, child, the name:

Sorrow's springs are the same.

Nor mouth had, no nor mind, expressed

What heart heard of, ghost guessed:

It is the blight man was born for,

It is Margaret you mourn for.

Gerard Manley Hopkins

the non bulky kind

So I've decided that I will be posting a NEW song every Friday .. just.. because. 

Music is my life and I have many many amazing bands to share with you. 

My music ranges all over. But mainly I'm into Folkish-Indie bands.

First. I have to upload my all-time favorite song. 

It's not new. Not Uberfantabulous ( well thats a lie. it is to me :] ) 

Blue October Into The Ocean
by avajra

you should really watch some tv tonight

 

BONES SEASON PREMIERE ♥ ♥

TONIGHT

this has got to be my favorite show .. everrr. you'll love it.

React

There are times when you're not sure how to react.

If you should be scared, upset, lost.. accepting. 

Time where you feel like something has happened before.

Time where you feel like they couldn't be true. 

But what about those true times? 

The ones you can't get yourself to react to.

The ones where there are no games, lies, dreams. 

Only facts. 

You feel like you should be scared.

Yet, you feel nothing. 

Others are scared, upset, lost.. but then you..

You just accept it.

How do you react to bad news, times.. you never thought would happen to you?

You say to yourself.. "it's okay, they aren't certain yet.." but something still feels wrong. 

It's almost as if you know the ending to this news. 

You know the final step. 

What happens when you don't react? 

When you don't feel scared, upset or lost like the others. 

Still you feel like you know the end.. 

..But you can never know or see whats in between.

What happens from now to the end. 

How come we can't see the next step?

This is how I'm feeling at the moment. I Found out something today.. I'm hoping, or .. I'm wishing I could understand or react to it. But, I just don't know how. Can't get myself to.

Time it too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.

~Henry Van Dyke~

hello all
this is my first blog and i am very excited to start sharing my life (partially) secrets (some) love (arts.music.quotes.past) and very much of the random curiosities and joys we find in our daily lives. since this is my first. i am just starting to get the hang of having interesting things to share with you. so keep checking back for more updates
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